A nocturnal interference

He transforms all concepts into incommunicable, solidified objects. 

To refute him is to become contaminated with unreality.

(Borges "Avatars of the tortoise")

 - Hello, why did you wake me up?





While the flux of this Moon-LL princessly lights my cabinet...I...I sink in a semi-numbness once again, he he
won't never, ever end this mission, eh? 

Ha ha ha! It never ends, no!

I know that someone is listening in this moment, somewhere, the dashboard light twinkled in the modulation.

Did you know that day after day [in these moonbeany bathed amplitudes] I waited for a reply, a vital sign?

Perhaps I am condemned to be the stellar walker lost so far and away from home...but home: where is home anyway? 

Dear memories and the sleep get blended in the lightless nights. So I fall asleep in blurry feelings

I suppose I'm lost here

I'm resigned and shattered here

and any earthly connection is lost, but these seconds in which you...stranger...are listening?

Hey you, whoever you are. Didn't you ever feel you'd give your whole life for something to happen? 

Everything you have

didn't you ever wish to come back in time? 

I don't know who I am, I don't know who Ilya Chechile is

all I know is that the shades swallowed me, hey 

you.

My neuronal structure is still alive, but I don't exist anymore for my own body

all my sensations, and every image recorded by my retina are filed into my brain as if they were filed into an external hard disk.

I don't belong to the world of the living ones anymore, what you are listening is the voïce of a phantom

I am speaking to you from a past.

The ardency of the elements in the mornings of Canopus wakes me up, but I don't want to wake up...to myself.

I don't want to wake up, I don't want, to...ha ha ha, no I won't! Ha ha!

Just wanna sleep at the silver and the orange bright forever...hehe, sleep forever, yes, forever.

I DON'T WANT THE TRUTH.

If I just could sleep forever.

Welcome to my astral labyrinth, whoever you are, wherever you are receiving this transmission

here I am: where forever is forever.